Shadows

Shadows of the past

tied with the feet

fall on the present

makes the future dark...

अपेक्षांचा डोंगर

                एक सांगू? माणसाने कधीही कुणाहीकडून मूळात अपेक्षाच ठेवू नये... 

कारण जेव्हा त्या अपेक्षा आपल्याच हातांनी दाबुन मारून  टाकाव्या लागतात

तेव्हा होणारी कुचंबणा ज्याची त्यालाच भोगावी लागते. 

ती कुचंबणा व ते दु:ख  इतक अधिक व खोल असते की न ते आपण 

कोणाला सांगू शकत न ते मनात ठेवू शकत...

ते दु:ख नदीप्रमाणे मनात दुथडी भरुन वाहते. 

लाटांवरच्या लाकडी फळीप्रमाणे हेलकावे व गटांगळ्या खाते.

मदतीसाठी किंचाळत. आक्रोश करते. 

परंतू त्या किंकाळ्याही आपण आपल्‍या स्वाभिमान (किंवा अभिमान? मला माहीत नाही) 

यामुळे ऐकेनाश्या करतो... 

ज्याचा परिणाम होतो तो आपल्यावरच...

परिणाम म्हणजे काय? व कसा? 

तर राग, दुःख, द्वेष, क्लेश, गैरसमज, संताप... या 

व अशा अनेक भावना जन्माला येतात आणि 

येतात आणि रुजत जातात. 

या अशा भावनांमधून  कधीही न सुटणारा तिढा निर्माण होतो. 

'मला वाटल नव्हतं' असं वाटायला लागत. त्या 

माणसांवर, क्वचित स्वतःवरही 'केवळ विश्‍वास 

ठेवला' यासाठी दोषारोप केलें जातात. मने वाईट 

होतात. माणसांमधील आणि मनातील दुरावे 

वाढतात ते वेगळेच !!

या सगळ्याला कारण काय? तर 

ती... क्षुल्लक अपेक्षा ! म्हणुन कुठल्याही सुजाण व 

समंजस माणसाने कुणाहीकडून कधीही कसलीही 

अपेक्षा न ठेवलेलीच बरी ! आपल्‍या हिमतीने "लाथ 

मारीन तिथून पाणी काढीन" ही वृत्ती ठेवावी. 

अपेक्षाच नसतील तर त्यामागील दु:ख आणि तो 

मनस्ताप तरी होणार नाही. त्या दुष्ट वादळात न 

कोसळता किमान आपली सुटका तरी होईल!!

Numb Sensations....

The cold and callous feelings....

Burdened with darkness...

Clusters the soul inside out...

Ignoring the visible beings....

Heart deserting d emotions...

A brain bursting questions...

Crosses each other's paths...

Leaves behind the scars...

Gone are those prudence’s...

Vanished are those empathies...

Words won’t wrap’em

Let die those hidden meanings....

Wait for the revival....

A new dawn a new ray...

Let your soul renew de novo...

Get up n shine

come what may....

  

Perseverance and Poise...

Value of an achievement depends upon the length of the time for which it has kept u waiting...

Well yeah! Some things do make us wait for seemingly boundless period of time. We never understand, why? Why me?

But, the fact remains firm. The things, for which we looked forward, fought to win, made our ways, when they cease to come to us all of a sudden, everything else becomes meaningless. We forget that we are still alive; there is a heart within us which is still beating, there is a sun which will rise for us afresh... Hopes r lost, trust hesitates, is this my reward? Is this what I deserve?

No...... Not at all!!

We deserve something better, much bigger and superior. This is His way of telling u, that this is not the right moment. Let the clock tick…It will cum soon, just wait... Have patience. Remember, when u r stretched behind, you are meant to be taken a forward leap. What is needed is trust n guts, the will to endure, to wait! He is there, watching u, testing u, because he knows u can. He is making u better then you are. Matured and Human. Let your faith be bigger then your fears. U will never understand his plans n wisdom, all you have to do is- simply trust yourself and trust His will! :)

Frozen Feelings...

Tired of the loneliness,

I wish it would get over,

Miss you from dawn to dust,

wen will you come over.

Tired of the vacant space,

which is born without you,

the silent screams goes in vein,

none of them reaches you.

Tired are those tiny tears,

which continuously flow from eyes,

nothing can b said or told,

feelings turned ice cold.

Tired are those clamorous screams,

turned laconic, tied to tongue,

Is this what in real are you,

Me silent, muted, feelings mum,

This time i need you the most,

want you here so much,

to support, to back, to console me,

to cheer me up with your soothing touch.

But now,

I must stand up n walk over the woes ,

throw the stones n step ahead alone,

Make my way, to renew the travel,

to continue my journey with a single stone.

 

Last But One Word....

Every soul is up in d sky,

Mine, heaving an acute sigh...

Sad reality approaching in front,

Just one more sem, n its all done!

Time is flying in a jiffy of second,

Feelings are blunt, eyes moistened!

Every smirk makes me groan,

Heart just mourns and mourn...

Memories flock making me detached,

A special milestone is gone with the past!

D world is small, friends will meet, 

Someday or the other, each will greet!

This is a promise to all my friends,
To recall the flashback, and reminiscence.....  

In Your Memories....

Sitting alone in your memories,

Experiencing the empty space,

D world seems vast and wide,

Time moving in slow pace!

The sun sets at the horizon,

The waves r touching the feet,

Me watching them with senses numb,

Wishing u could meet!

The sky is colored n ocean is happy,

The colorful, musical birds chirp,

Me in a corner writing for u,

Thinking of u, my eyes weeps!

Teardrops fall from the hidden eyes,

On the hands which writes for u,

D thoughts of u takes me far,

Ur sweet memories makes me blue!!